New beginning

It has been almost 2 months since my last post.I don't know why i didn't write that long...Maybe I was busy,or maybe I didn't have inspiration...Today is the 18th January and I'm writing this post probably because I have something on my mind that should be said...Or maybe the reason is something else...Anyway,this year represents new beginnings,new things,new experiences...maybe in this year I'll make some new experiences that will help this blog to become more popular...Happy New Year to all of you,and I wish you all the best...

First snow

4 am.I woke up feeling so empty.I thought of calling him,but I remembered that we are not together now.I was all alone with my feeling,and with thought of him and his hazel eyes.There was no longer my joy.There was no longer us...I turned the music on,and the tears came on their own...All is have left is a memory...A memory of those beautiful hazel eyes...I looked throught the window...The first snow is falling...

Mornings...

Another beautiful morning...I woke up with tears...I asked to myself"Why can't I have a normal life?Why can't I have him by my side?Is it too much to ask?"Every morning I feel more and more far from him...Every day that goes by,I feel like a year passed...Time pasts very slow without him...I feel that his love is fading,and nothing can change that,nor me,nor time...I need him by my side ,but he is so far...So far from me,from my heart...I watch the sunset knowing that his love is fading away like this beautiful sunset...Now the night has come and now its the most difficult part...My heart is tearing apart and there isn't any voice to tell me "I love you" or "I'm coming there to comfort you"...He has gone and all I have left is this moment and a memory of him...I wish that he is here now...I wish that I can say to him "I love you"...

My imagination...

Another sunny morning...I'm feeling so damn empty...I'm drinking my coffee and writing these lines for him...I'm trying to make everything better,but I can't return time...Time went irrevirsibly...Tears are falling from my face...I realised that I can't make things better...I can make them only worse...I'm still writing with a lot of pain...Nothing is the same like before...But now the hollow in me is bigger...An hour has passed and I wrote only one sentence...But that sentence means more than one text,than one book...It represents me,and my feelings...It represents him...What happened to us?Why we became so aparted?Is it because of me,or because of him?The time showed me the answer...Its not because of me,or because of him...Its because of my imagination...My imagination that he will do things he's not used to...And the most painfull part,my imagination that he loves me...That's why everyhing fell apart...Imagination has the guilt...

Hello again...

I almost forgot about this blog...Because I didn't write here since September,and time is running fast...I'm sorry,but I really didn't have enough time to dedicate completely to this blog,so that's one of the reasons why I didn't write so long...But anyway,I'm back again,with new experience and new stories that people might like more than those first stories I wrote...I'm really happy that I didn't completely forget about this blog,and that I have new and better stories to write,and to be read...Hello again to everyone...